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Monday, August 27, 2007 |
Loving a person is about loving the person for who he/she is. Accepting the person's character and personality. It's always you who're not happy about me. Not happy with what I do, even small little things.
I gave you two choices, you initiate a break up with me, or accepting me for who I am, You choose to accept me for who I am, but from the way you reply, it seems so unwilling.
Why must we always quarrel over little things. Why can't you just accept me for who I am? You say I've to be automatic with the things I do. If everything I've to follow the way you like, then it isn't me who you're loving. It's just someone who you'll want to love.
I love you for who you are. If I could do the same, why can't you do it to? And not expecting me to be who you want me to be.
I hate it when we quarrel. Especially during my exam periods. It's not the first neither the second time.
I send you 3 msges today, miss called you I-don't-know-how-many-times. You made me worried for you the whole day. But you seems no guilt when you called me back. Knowing that for the whole day I can't concentrate, cause my brain was studying, but my heart was searching for you.
For the past few days, I've been forcing myself to study, telling myself that I can't afford to fail. But I'm worried/scared, I will.
Cause it's always the case whenever I step into the exam hall and look at the papers, my mind went bleak for a moment, and part of what I studied were gone. When everything seems just so familiar.
All I need is your motivation. Like how I tell you to hold on during your exam period, how I tell you everything will be fine with me around, how I tried hard to cheer you up & relieve your stress.
I'm not as strong as what many see me as. I'm just like a morning glory, clinging on to you.
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& memory lane |
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